Life as of 1-22-12

Dear Voldemort, 

Well, I've started the Body for Life program this past week and have lost ten-eight pounds! I'm kind of excited about it but I haven't told anyone. I kind of want it to be a surprise, you know? I haven't been as hungry as I thought I would be and I've been feeling really great this past week. 

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, well, basically just thinking a lot today. I don't know what I want to do! Sure college is good for now but I want to travel! I want to live in Paris and speak French and...be french. I am a quarter French...doesn't that count? I do want to travel all over though, not just  to Paris. But I'm scarred that I won't be able to. Want to know the reason why? Message me. I'll tell you all about it. 

I'm scarred about writing too. I'm afraid that it won't be a suitable career and that I won't be able to take care of my mother. What would you have me do? I don't know. Sometimes I yearn for the life of having everything planned out for me so I don't have to make any decisions. Not very American of me, aye? 

I've been crying through movies a lot too. Last night I watched The Guardian  with Ashton Kutcher and Kevin Costner. Gosh, I love that movie! It makes me bawl like a friggin' baby though! Oh, and the night before, I watched Letters to Juliet with Amanda Seyfried. I love that movie. It's so cute and it makes me cry too. I'm kind of a hopeless romantic. I wish it just wasn't so hopeless. 

Well, it's 1:30 AM and I'm going to bed. Good night, Voldy. 

<3

James