Planets align.

Help me,
help me, I've been
Running out side again.

I've been trying', trying
to cry.

I've been dieing, dieing
inside.

Tell me how you feel....

Lying under the stars,
there's a magical thing,
bizarre.

There's a wonderland,
fairytale.

I've been waiting so long.

(Chorus){Help me,
Help me, I've been,
Running outside again.

I've been, trying, trying
to cry.

I've been dieing, dieing,
inside.
Tell me how you feel...]

Green Dresses, flowers, bouquets,
One smile, then we're gone.
Stars twinkle down,
Tell me why, why, why?

(Chorus)

There's an emptiness filling the air,
a coldness,
no time to prepare.
I'm sorry,
All I'm feeling is despair
I'm missing you so, oh, much....

(Chorus)

Roses, dead and decayed.
Reminding me so much that day,
When the sun hit your cheek just right,
There's nothing I'd rather say....

(Chorus)

I love you, I love you, I do.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, It's true.
Teardrops or raindrops will do
I swear my heart to you....

(Chorus)

A kiss goodbye,
one time.
A shatter, a break, collide.
I'll never get through...

(Chorus)

plausible

"Write about it." he says.

"But It's impossible to even write down how I feel about him. I couldn't put it into words..."

"You can. I've seen you do it." but then he walked away. He was showing me that he believed in me, like he did, over and over again.

He was tall and dark
The smile of an optimist
eyes of a tiger
A heart she wanted, needed maybe.

He saw her as someone to be taught; a pupil.

A short, chubby girl with sad beautiful eyes.
a beautiful smile.

he'd see her in the halls and speak.
hearts beating fast,
she'd try not to squeak.

She just wanted to know him.
to know his fears and dreams
his past, present, and future.

but he was twelve years older,

illegal as it was,
this love of hers,
she would gladly pay any
price for.

"But somethings, are just not possible."

Anything is possible.

12:12 AM January 5, 2010

Lying in the dark,
a tear escapes down her cheek,
but she flicked it away.

She was happy, wasn't she?

No one could know
about...
her secret ~pain~
"Just leave me alone" her mind screamed
"Please." She begged, as another tear slid away.

She felt stuck in reverse
lost in words

Why couldn't she be...normal?

"I am happy!" she pleaded
she would never tell anyone
she would fix herself.
It was a new year.
a new life.
A new her.